maybe i should change weight police into ’single girl’s life?”. i know i wasn’t disciplined in the past two days, due to many duties, work, work, then fighting with the person i care (fighting over the Skype – i do not like Skype or anything that may bring mal communication). I ate what I ate, I didnt worked out that much (or at all), i just lived. It is windy these days, and I start with my new job tomorrow. Plus, I’m peniless (which brought me yesterday to very ‘nice’ situations).
And now when I’m writing this, its 9.11 am, this early I got text message from the man who is after me and I do not want to see with (married with kids who live with their mom, selfish idiot?), and he likes to screw around (pardon me for my dictionary but here I won’t play my PHD’snessnessss…).
i am fed up with: people who are chasing me, who are after me, want to have sex with me and are – married, married with kids, on the egde to ‘divorce’ but still living misery of life,’screwing around’ guys, guys with girlfriends who wants to have another one or two or three of them at the same time, ‘i do not know what to do with my self’ guys, fearful guys, guys who doesnt knwo what they want, guys who doesnt know what they want from me and with me, guys who cannot or are not able to define what do they feel for me, guys who are not serious (you know what i mean).
Maybe I’ll remember more, but the point is is there any real man out there? Real, ordinary, simple, gentle, honest, caring man??? The one that would fight for me?
Are the good guys gone?
This is not anymore about me, my f****g 4.5kg (trust me I look gorgeous and I love exactly right now I look), my intelligence (I had to ‘hide’ my professional and life experience , skills, my values – as guys prefer not that ‘too much intelligent women’), my sensibility and emotions (yes I am now in PMS, so what?). I am fed up with all above.
I want and need some basic refurbishment – personal and for work and every day life (new cell, i want Apple notebook, i want new spring Camper shoes, and many basic things that I cannot afford now, for the reasons that I only know).
Ok, it’s 9.22, I didnt call that guy who wants (i really do not know what he wants from me, since his wife and 2 kids), and the one who supposed to call me, is not calling me.
I am brand new single young woman.
Voila!
