Manuale d’amore 2

In my part of the world, recently was premiere of Giovanni Veronesi’s (italian) film Manuale d’amore 2,with interesting and funny four love stories, but also touching, how shall I translate from Italian this film: Handbook or manual of Love. Interesting acting crew and stories that covers (almost) all aspects of love and relationships. Here are some of the juicy stills and the poster.

 

My right to be single!!!

maybe i should change weight police into ’single girl’s life?”. i know i wasn’t disciplined in the past two days, due to many duties, work, work, then fighting with the person i care (fighting over the Skype – i do not like Skype or anything that may bring mal communication). I ate what I ate, I didnt worked out that much (or at all), i just lived. It is windy these days, and I start with my new job tomorrow. Plus, I’m peniless (which brought me yesterday to very ‘nice’ situations).

And now when I’m writing this, its 9.11 am, this early I got text message from the man who is after me and I do not want to see with (married with kids who live with their mom, selfish idiot?), and he likes to screw around (pardon me for my dictionary but here I won’t play my PHD’snessnessss…).

i am fed up with: people who are chasing me, who are after me, want to have sex with me and are – married, married with kids, on the egde to ‘divorce’ but still living misery of life,’screwing around’ guys, guys with girlfriends who wants to have another one or two or three of them at the same time, ‘i do not know what to do with my self’ guys, fearful guys, guys who doesnt knwo what they want, guys who doesnt know what they want from me and with me, guys who cannot or are not able to define what do they feel for me, guys who are not serious (you know what i mean).

Maybe I’ll remember more, but the point is is there any real man out there? Real, ordinary, simple, gentle, honest, caring man??? The one that would fight for me?

Are the good guys gone?

This is not anymore about me, my f****g 4.5kg (trust me I look gorgeous and I love exactly right now I look), my intelligence (I had to ‘hide’ my professional and life experience , skills, my values – as guys prefer not that ‘too much intelligent women’), my sensibility and emotions (yes I am now in PMS, so what?). I am fed up with all above.

I want and need some basic refurbishment – personal and for work and every day life (new cell, i want Apple notebook, i want new spring Camper shoes, and many basic things that I cannot afford now, for the reasons that I only know).

Ok, it’s 9.22, I didnt call that guy who wants (i really do not know what he wants from me, since his wife and 2 kids), and the one who supposed to call me, is not calling me.

I am brand new single young woman.

Voila!

 

lovely note from Lisboa

Today I got by surprise email from a ‘Y’ person from Lisboa , I didn’t expect at all, obviously admiring my work, and photographies I make (my ’side’ pleasure). It was funny to read his words (though people, there, I guess try to speak proper english)

Lets see if my english is enought to explain ))))

You are very interesting person because: your sensibility, i can see it thru your photos, you are independent, you have ’spirit’ witch means: caracter, willness, and you are wild too. Well, i am convinced that you are very interesting

I like to be your friend !

ok, this was about , i think i got the answer to those ‘ladies’ curious ones (want to know when I’m gonna get married), maybe this is the answer: my sensibility, character, spirit, wild(ness) in my own way, whatever, …+ One is waited

 

my heart is broken

…and i’m very disappointed with a guy (shall i say man?), who is in love in me (he said so) and vice versa because of stupid media called Skype and misunderstandings in commnication: bad argument where i wasn’t understood at all, and I was blame due to limitations of digital stupid media , and lingering on his different lifestyle from mine, so i feel bad -not the first time, very upset. I was too much tollerating, although the guy is good, but cannot do it anymore. I cannot , i cannot be upset anymore, cannot wait and wait anymore, had very shitty day during the day then all this private thing added more to feel upset and bad instead of to feel great and i do not deserve tears.

My heart is broken, and i shall functinate tomorrow, i am out of my self, and the guy was one state far(away) from mine, and seemed close ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,im broken.

 

once upon a time…

…a door bell would wake me up early in the morning, i would crawl with my night gowns to open the door, and the USP (or was it FedEx) guy, holding a huge box asking me to sign. I would open later the box and saw dozen of dark red roses with Valentines cute chocolate heart box (that i ate immediately). Of course, the note, not to forget the note from the beloved. Lovely moment for remember.

And this morning? I was waken up by my alarm and text message of a friend sending me kisses with happy Valentine ‘greeting’.  And what’s also lovely -and not for eating- is todays Google outfit:)

 

he is just not that into me?

another person, apart from everything, that i’m thinking about and he seems to like me – very often doesn’t show by action or deeds that he is really into me. seems, i said, as I am so insecure about this, i do not know what is going on. i spent nights , dawns hitting my head to the wall, methaphoricly speaking. i am empty. i am neither enthusiastic or whatever. one minus, another -then i remmeber i am not girl that ‘counts’; minuses, i am the one that appreciate honesty and action rather than words. And yes, i do believe in Valentine or the other Saint very familiar for me. Beacuse I come from Venus, and proud of it. I shall now think about anymore, why he didnt find any, any kind of way to call me, send me text message, or email. I overgrown that. Really.

 

my funny valentine

a person, asked me to be his valentine, impossible one, as we are on different geo-areas and so silly thing about it. really funny and not serious. kids do it better. i want my valentine to be here. even in past times, when by business or some events my boyfriend, wouldnt be there on valentine and sending me roses – which is really thoughtful and romantic, the holiday of Valentine is much more for me, even I advocate that every day is lovers’ day, but anyway, i would like that ‘my Valentine’ be with me on that day. just a thought. just a wish.

 

Things a man should know about women

quote of the day: Women like a man who likes women who like to eat.

 

mars venus calling…

…at some content. not continent. but in the last few days i’ve been dealing with some love /emotional/ physical / issues? Maybe everyone would wonder and say: this girl is not yet experienced or naive but non/Love issue no1. goes something like this: My best friend -lovely intelligent young woman is chased after wrong men. All the time? What does this mean? She didnt meet the right one , I would say. But, she used to travel and live at some other country, and met a guy/man (or to say he was looking for international students and found her?) with a wrong CS geeky boy/men, who was total prick, in many ways whome carieer and de-bugging was much important than happy life with her. So she, used to talk with a friend on the other continent, much older and married one, who advised her (funny thing was that his profession was about like that advisor/consullor/whatever), and they had nice conversations on life and her ‘love problems’. He knew her so well, her character, sensibility, everything, as they talked open about her problems. He was there to help her.They knew each other for 3, 4 years. He disappeared and she was happy to know such spiritual and wise person. Also, he seemed not happily married but who the hell was caring about that since she came back to her geeky guy thinking the things will work out. But they, didn’t. So, one day, she decided to leave geeky bad guy, packed her overseas luggage and walk away from their ‘relationship-dome’. It was sad, there was hard times, but he left him with his hurt ego and she thought that she was broken. Totally. After 2, 3 months she couldn’t come to her self and it was very hard for her- never heard aword from him, no text message, no email, no phonecall, nothing. Just one day, notification that some of the left /forgotten things she may take from his parents’ house. She was lost, and in the moments of her bad hour, her old forgotten friend would email her and trying to help her with words. Then, words meant a lot. She started to rise and walk again. Slowly, weak , but it was small step. She did what she needed, what she felt, and years passed, months as well, and last year she got sudden phone call from that old friend – calling her in conspirancy, to hear how is she. She knew very well about his status and she always percieved him as a bit older, wiser, intellectual – also passionate for life , great man with great kid and everything. She thought of him as professional, of someone as a pattern, as a second father. Then, in the last few weeks, my best friend – in her whole hectic life, called me all crying. Yesterday we had hour girly ‘talk’ – and here is what she has told me: ‘her’ pattern, wise man, her ‘hero’ , the one who is not ‘as majority men’, disappointed her. Actually she was very very disappointed few times. He called her once and talked with her, as well after that twice or three times, but here is the thing: from all ‘around the polly’ story, about his true admiraton for her (her wholeness as a woman), and desire to ‘have something’ with her, she made him say out loud what exacltly does he wants. She wanted to hear the words. But, now this time, he said: words are meaningless, and he wants her. Everything from her, up to the day before yesterday when said he wants explicitly to have sex with her. She told him that she is so disappointed in him, she doesn’t want to meet him (as he was ‘pushing’ her to find place and time for ‘their seeing’, or to do anything with him, repeating some of his wise words on life, love, from years back, and how disbalanced and not right is to think or say such thing as he is married -that he can be the best phd, whatever, but she was in shock thinking that ‘the last man’ who meant her good and who wished her good, wanted just her phycial part as he was offering to her just that- his fleshliness -as he could not give her anything from very known reasons. She was sounded so disappointed and silent talking to me, as that love doesn’t exist anymore, at this peace of the country.

Then, afternoon, late afternoon hours, my far away young ‘brother’ male friend form China, very intelligent and successful man for his age (not to say the boy), sent urgent email as he had /have love issue. We immediately Skyped and the story goes like this: he met a girl his age, exhange student from Germany over the social network there. They chatted for a week and then they had first date, they fell for each other – he liked her, she liked him.But nothing happened, as this guy believed that there should be time to know someone – befoe getting intimate. So, after second ‘nothing happened’ date, on the third date they had sex. He was in shock and also totally freaked out as never something like that happened to him before. To sleep with someone ’so early’ as he told me. Then, situation goes like this: she is in week to go back to Germany, and before that she went to Mongolia, he was all the time there for her, and promised that they will visit each other. He will come to Germany and since he is having big company with his partner , to work from Europe or whatever, But he was freaking out yesterday as he wanted to know does European women, german women have sex on the first , second, whatever date or sleep around ….I was shocked about this predjudice that his American friend told him on German and Eu women. So, i had what I need to say to this young boy. I encouraged him to communicate with her if they love each other that much (as it happened so fast, in 3 weeks) and then i heard from his mouth this: he was at Tiffany’s as he is preparing and even looking for perfect ring to propose her. I was laughing and was so cute what he ’s doing, and I hope better she appreciate and accept his offer if she really loves him. So, for my dear young friend from China, seems much clearer and better love situaion (as he was in agony). After conversation we had he was so happy and positive – I am very glad to help someone objectively but didnt told him about probability of ‘hurting’ refusal issue. I just hope as I told him to follow his feelings and if he did what he said it was like it was, i really think (as optimist is speaking from me now), that their love story will succeed. Hopefully!